chin up

i realized it's been a long time since i put $ inside that mission 'tonglei gong' due in november.
A few thoughts struck my mind immediately.
I dun even have discipline to save up for myself, basically just spend whatever i am given, isn't it more difficult to save up on 'tonglei gong'?
then another thought... wah put $ in 'tongli gong' weekly, will also give church offertory weekly leh.
Here give there give (though u know the reason for giving), really not much left to spend.
So if i really save up for that 'tonglei gong' on a weekly basis, i will feel very 'dui' not saving anything for myself and the contrast will be even more obvious in november. How much potential $ i could have save if i had been more disciplined FOR MYSELF, not just 'tonglei gong'? 'tonglei gong' is more obvious in contrasting that kind of
'dui-ness' coz u dun accumulate offertory and give them at one shot to the church.

So from now on, i have decided to save up money for myself and 'tonglei gong' on a weekly basis.
So actually because of 'tonglei gong' i will in fact become richer. YEAH!

Then i remb i almost forgotten the significance of the 'tonglei gong' alr.
Ya it's for the bro/sis in Khon Kaen who are deprived of an education which i took mine for granted since i complain so often about NTU.
Maybe i should stick a picture of a khon kaen kid looking at me on 'tonglei gong' so that it has the effect of reminding me the significance of the 'gong' and a good reminder that i need to cherish my education.
Not everybody has a chance to study.


another thing that bites,
yah a miser will always remain 'miser'able.