chin up

today was a blast!
didn't know getting married would be SOOOO tiring..
lucky u just need to marry once. Any more times, that's u really ask for it (trouble).

never actually felt close to my sister only until she gets married AWAY today. ironic.
For the past 21 years, this is definitely the day that i know her SO MUCH BETTER.
In terms of her way of doing things, handling stress and her opinions about certain issues.
Hmm, My sis has never been to church for like donkey years? My only memory is when my dad 'force' her to go and she slept through the whole sermon. From then there's like no relationship of church and her. So when today when she give her speech to give thanks in front at the wedding dinner, the last part..' most importantly i wanna thank God for all'. Simple words but it takes courage for her to say it out especially saying that beside her non-christian spouse. I guess it's not easy even for 'seasoned' christians to just thank God in front of non-christians. And i dun mean the casual 'oh my God' or 'thank God' that tom, dick , harry can say without thinking. i think when u mean it, people can feel it too. Holy spirit convicts ;)

unable to sleep one night. turn and tossed
and i flip through the bible and saw this verse
' In vain you rise early
and stay up late,
toiling for food to eat—
for he grants sleep to those he loves. ' Psalm 127:2

Focusing on the last part, i 'bhb-ly' sleep well thru the night because i was so convicted God loves me. ;)
God's love, That's the only thing i can proudly boast of.
Anything more to boast except from GOD, then i'm asking for it (trouble)!