chin up

well... that kind of SUPER sian-ness hits again.

@#$@#%%%@...

because i LET MY THOUGHTS RUN WILD again.
u know those negative thoughts that can only occur only when u ALLOW (yes allow) them in when u start to entertain those thoughts. Particularly, the 'Let your feeling rule ur head' kind.
How destructive even just for that second.
sucks.

Very long nv had that FEELing
To think i allow the emo bubble lingering around me for a few hours before realizing it.
Make me emo over nothing
Realize it only when i burst it with my heavenly Father's reassuring WORDs (sWORD.. yes it pierce like sword as well) and the reminder Lord has alr helped me OVERCOME THIS PHASE
I hope next time i detect it earlier to correct my thoughts or DUN EVEN ENTERTAIN those thoughts at all by screaming JESUS's name out loud!

JJJJJEEESSSSSSUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!...
yep the louder the better ;)