Just now
i lost my thumbdrive, not having hope i will find it again in NTU (since everybody loves free gift just look at the loooonnggg queue for goodie bags and u will know) but somebody saw and return to me.
thank God u are so nice

1 hour plus later, another person called me and said he found
my ezlink card. Great relief since my card has concession pass.
thank God u are really nice

i really dun deserve it since i keep losing stuffs..
and getting it back again.
i shld really just.. bang the wall

...have i reach my threshold?

2009 PSLE Maths Question

Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim's sweets to chocolates became 1 : 7 and the ratio of Ken's sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?. Ans: 68 sweets (5marks)

Jan challenged me to this.
Took ehem.. quite a super duper long time to solve with model drawing.
If i had this question during my PSLE, i will definitely skip this and be contented with just having 95/100 for maths.
Why make life so difficult for P6?
hai..i can only say i really pity the generations to come, the rat race will be crazier and crazier and CRAZZZIERRRR (get my point?)


But i like MacDonald's(hungry)reminder of prayer..

"... 'But if God is so good as you represent Him, and if he knows all that we need, and far better than we do ourselves, why should it be necessary to ask Him for anything?'

I answered, what if the main object in God's idea of prayer be the supplying of our great, endless need- The need of Himself..

Hunger may drive the runaway child home, and he may or may not be fed at once, but he NEEDs his mother more than his dinner. Communion with God is the one need of the soul beyond all needs...We must ask that we may receive : but that we should receive what we ask in respect of our lower needs, is not God's end in making us pray, for He could give us everything without that: to bring His child to his knee, God withholds that man may ask.
Blessed is the one who desires Him rather than what He gives." ---George MacDonald

He said to them, "When you pray, say:
'Father,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come.
Give us each day our daily bread.
Forgive us our sins,
for we also forgive everyone who sins against us.
And lead us not into temptation.' Luke11:2-4

hallowed-let ur name be regarded as holy.It's not so much a petition as it is an act of worship; the speaker,by his words, exalts the holiness of God

bread-emblematic here of all our physical needs -shelter, clothing,transportation,money,etc. It also underlines the basic uncertainty of our temporal life

--the expositor's Bible Commentary, p 947

haha video link from Jan.
Though wondergals parody is like so cliche but
AWwww... i miss MJ...


ok that's a lie.
but far as i can remb Ann Koh, Mrs Chin, & Vincent Ng all from maths department rocks man!
Suaning skills & the 'zhuai'ness certainly do make lectures more interesting.
not to forget, Karen Ng from econs department rocks too
haha

i'm like super duper FULL.
I can't sleep now.
The steamboat was fabulous and who would have known the Lees are just so generous (i know), they not only give 'freelunch' but free dinner literally as well.
thanks Mr&Mrs Lee!

Let's just mark this as one of the best days spent fellowshipping with micah-LEE just having BS sharing , cell word , prayer, watching tv, crapping ,burping,snatching each other's seats,eating,lying around doing nothing,whining, suaning each other ,relaxing & dropping-large-quantity-of-hair-carefreely.

Well, that's coz everybody will be really busy like... soon

Today i wore my jacket 'inside out' to NTU for so long and nobody tells me.
Sian and i found it out myself with the tag sticking out my back so prominently.
I bet people really laugh behind my back literally.
idiot.

Somebody shld really design a new brand of clothes series called "inside out". Everything from dress, shirt, trousers , pants, socks and jacket must have the tag sticking out labelled "inside out".Cool eh.

Was drifting away in lecture today.
Really had a HARD time just to focus back..
Tmr better not or i'll be really wasting my time.

Decided to run in the evening.
Saw my neighbour's dad at the lift going for a run as well.
While on the way,
He was still telling me how busy her daughter is at nus hostel.
Can feel he kinda miss his daughter since they used to run together.
Well i dun mind running with uncle la can 'soon bian' build relationship and evangelize rite? But apparently he doesn't want to run with me la i not his daughter also haha. mai gek kiang..


AWESOME evening sun!
It melts any hurdles ahead ;)

If any time u are feeling alone,
please remb u are not.

After hearing accounts of so many failed relationships,
(i'm quite sian of hearing actually)
these are like the repetitive 3 relationship killers

1) Non-stop 'revenge' (unforgiveness)
2) possessiveness of the other party-insecurity
3) unmet expectations

before one/both sian of quarrel/cold war then start looking for the 'grass on the greener side'

It seems to boil down to self-centeredness.
A relationship foundation not built upon Christ is.... tough

But how about those non-christian couples who are also happily together what...
well ... that's coz who are you that they want to share with u what they are facing

But how about those christian couples who also have so many problems..
well ... who says christians have no prob, its juz how they HANDLE them (very different really) and who says christians NATURALLY will build their relationship foundation on Christ. Alot in fact don't. They are GOOD christians individually but not a GOOD christian couple when together.

No horror movie can match to watching ur own relationship deteriorating to a standstill.
I will give it a rating of R(∞)-too disturbing that no age group can tahan

Thank God i'm single (and i'm still quite optimistic abt relationship) , u remind me of what i could be (the ugly side) ---from other people's experience when u was placed out of their equation of love.

But merciful Lord, may ur grace and blessings continue to be upon those couples to weather thru the storms and may they be aware of the need to have u in all aspects of their lives.

ok la some parts maybe not that true but well it's my blog

anyway..
i REALLY NO LIFE!
My life is revolving around lab report & unfinish work (SO MANY)that it freaks me to even think about it.

EFFICIENCY,PRIORITY & TIME-MANAGEMENT!

i got one of the lousiest stomach.

random but thank God for everything today.

Read this in tribune (NTU paper) today:

"Scenario 1:
Then there's the 'Farewell Syndrome'-where you've just said a very pleasant goodbye to someone you don't know very well. You begin walking away, and then u see him walking to the same bus stop as you , and you freak out. You'll have to make forced small talk, and the 'niceness' of the last meeting will be gone...
Solution: Go hide behind the nearest bush, and peer out at him like the creep you are.As soon as he get into the next bus, feel the tension dissipate, and leave the protection of your bush for the beautifully empty bus stop.

Scenario 2:
It's awful when someone you're speaking to is speaking too fast, or incoherently, or both. You don't want to look like a moron and keep shrieking "What?". So you nod and smile at frequent intervals, worrying that you're reacting inappropriately, or that what you just politely laughed at, was him telling u about his pet's death.
Solution: What you need is a distraction which ends the conversation. "

wah.. but scenario 1 solution really cannot make it!
I can think of better ones for the paper..
Ask me write for you, Tribune!
since you also allow brOkeN angMoh language in the paper
haha


Hai and i'm REALLY bored and i can sniff procrastination cominggg
LAB tmr..
pray everything goes smoothly, tolong tolong!

Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.There is a time for everything,and a season for every activity under heaven.For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

(Matt6:34,Ecc 3:1,Jer 29:11,Matt 6:33)

See all these verses so often until i can memorize.
But the meaning is really really really... REALLY SO DEEP.
Connect even much deeper when linked, almost like a coherent reply but of coz there's also danger of linking anyhow!

Not just about conviction in believing, but..
Your thoughts that suck up every single day of ur life reveal them (worries) all & the crux : how u deal with them.
Still A lonnnngggg way to go...

During the retreat , Pastor Aaron talked abt NOT leaving out the 'mystery' part about God.

Sometimes i wonder why would i feel unnatural if i use words like Magnificent ,king,majestic that comes out of my mouth during prayer to describe God.
I thought previously perhaps i could not fully grasp the REAL meaning of the words which is why i'm not convicted to use those to describe God.

Well i admit sometimes I do have a perception of Holy God a tad too comfortable (buddy-buddy), too loving, merciful and nice (the daddy), SMART(from his creations which includes me haha), subconsciously leaving out in this case the majestic and mysterious part of God, so i won't feel a distance from Him when He's so high up there with that kind of title. Like sometimes selectively choosing ONLY SOME PARTS of the character of God that i want to focus on or feel comfortable to relate to. Making Him a tad too predictable so i could relate to him better or grasp a concept of God that is easier to understand.
Then i realize it seems like i'm MAKING a GOD i want or feel comfortable with which is definitely wrong; not holistic enough

Just like...
If Beatitudes treat me like their 'dad' which they always calls me that or a fren or someone they feel comfortable with, i'm definitely glad because we have a relationship built and they do not think of me as distant. However if they are TOO comfortable with me, joking overboard without showing the kind of respect for a cell leader , i will be angry as well.

Similarly for God, a certain kind of respect must be given as well, a respect that you would if u see a king.

Just like...

Ya you would definitely Not be late/sms-ing like nobody's business if u are meeting President.. but i find it alright if i'm late/smsing like nobody's business in a church service. Respect for God? hmm...

Then some others are the other way round, they focus too much on the majestic part of God, they leave out the part where God can be our fren where we can pour out our woes and share our joy with as well.

Well, always come back to the HOLY BIBLE again to have a HOLISTIC understanding (not view) of God's character.
WORD,WORD,WORD not WORK WORK WORK!
tsk..guilty

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...if there's such a word called 'cyber-tongue'



Today is Happy Children's Day. It's an OFFICIAL day (i declared!) to be children of the well-deserved DAD to whine to Him as well.

"Dear HeavenLY Father
I know i'm just so irritating coz i keep troubling u with the same stuff over and over again.
U want u can bite me but i dun think u would want to.
....
(content not disclosed )
....
You are so forgiving and patient but i dun want to take you for granted either.
I'll be less annoying i promise.
Continue with ur work in me! "

Love ya
One of your cutest, lovely, doted children whom u love SOOO MUCHHH,
QC