Monday, November 30, 2009



this doesn't seems like a joke
-.-"

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Thursday, November 26, 2009

LOL

anti-MJC sidegate turnstille production: the scripting is creativeee lar ... lol

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

and again and again and again and again and again and again and again...



ARGGGHHHHH!!!
scary!!
chanced upon this article, a timely reminder about motives again:
http://www.rbc.org/bible-study/been-thinking-about/2008/04/01/column.aspx

Motives and faith

Jesus talked a lot about motives. His approach, however, was to help us focus on our own hearts before going after the faults of others. Because of our inclination to do the right things for the wrong reasons, He told His disciples not to let their left hand know when their right hand was giving to the poor (Matthew 6:3-4). He also said that when they prayed they should do so in secret rather than making a self-serving public display of their spirituality (vv.6, 18).

If we are not careful, we can do some of the best things for the worst reasons. Our purposes combine with what we believe and do to shape the character of our faith, our love, and our laughter. They fuel blind ambition and feed bitter envy. They determine whether we use the knowledge of the Bible to help others, or to control, condemn, and con them out of their money.

Bad motives can put honorable actions to shame just as good motives can turn even the most menial task into something noble.....
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Jeremiah 17:9-10

The heart is deceitful above all things
and beyond cure.
Who can understand it?
I the LORD search the heart
and examine the mind,
to reward a man according to his conduct,
according to what his deeds deserve.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Dwight: Jim is my enemy. But it turns out Jim is also his own worst enemy. And the enemy of my enemy is my friend. So Jim is actually my friend.

-.-"

Sunday, November 22, 2009

A RAT just 'jogged' over my laptop adaptor cable @ superdog...
howhowhow
i know it's bimbotic but should i disinfect the wires??

GROSS!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

"XXX says:
u know what
i have been wanting to say this
i know you mean well
i know u really hope that im well too
i didnt tried to restrain it if u thought i had.
but there's also a reason why i did not become a christian.
crunch- says:
?
XXX says:
simply, i don't agree to all the stuffs that i read and even after reading the link that u gave just now too.ya and i hope being honest wont change things.
but i must say this after u really go church often.. u become a happier person. and i'm glad for what u have become too
crunch- says:
yep i definitely hope the same for you too and sorry for not being a fren that's always by ur side and i meant that too really "

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i meant that REALLY coz i've known u for 7 years and really wish the best for u.
God bless u

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Ever been in situations 'not here not there'?

like the fish bone stuck in your throat,
neither can u swallow down nor spit it out.
It just got stuck, stuuckk, stuuucccckk.

like u waited for an EMPTY bus @ NTU freaking long.
And A FEW buses just freakingly pass by with HORDES of people
and u walk halfway to the bus stop in front of that u were waiting
an empty bus comes by. You can't run in time in front or behind
u can only look at it.. passing by.
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Whatever and whatsoever 'not here not there' situations encountered,nobody would wanna stay at that uncomfortable position for long i suppose.
i guess most importantly,
don't be a 'not here not there'-lukewarm christian
Keep the fire burning!
"I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth." Rev 3 :15-16

there goes my 'not here not there' random-to-the-max thoughts..

Friday, November 13, 2009

Wah really had a fruitful time studying
with BROTHER zing!(hahaha).
I managed to finish 2 chap without sleeping.. incredible FEAT!
I must continue with this pace man just to finish my revision.
Wahh really really really hard ...
i'm sure there's definitely an efficient and interesting way of studying that
can swiftly cut down on the time taken and the content revised really be locked in my memory. But i know that method will be too mind-stimulating dun think i wanna adopt. My battery life will be use up very fast.
So for now i will just stubbornly stick to that OLD method of rewriting notes for many hours without being sure of if the content is stuck in my mind.It just seems safer and stable, i mean after all i've been using that method for XX years...maybe only med chem cannot use that method,getting back a single digit result really humbles me like giving me 10 tight slaps on my cheeks. Tsk!...who says SU alr no need study... sianz!

First time i'm like really really really HAPPY to be called an auntie.
My sister is 2 months pregnant!!!
Awwwwww...but nobody in my family is like excited as me.
My dad is so excited that that he just 'orh' then sleep back after hearing the news.
-.-"... i hope he's just REALLY tired.

time flies.. really like nobody's business.
i'm still clueless abt many stuffs in life.
In the process of searching and giving back i guess.
God bless me.

Friday, November 6, 2009

I think i've grown up alr.

All thanks to God..
Guess alot of stuff doesn't affect me that much le.

Even if the circumstance is to become as bad as what i have thought to be.
I think i am READY to embrace it, for what's to come.

talk abt breakthrough man
tsk!


my Lord u are with me rite, always and forever?

based on what i've read in bible, He will reply enthusiastically like Jessie: YESSSSHH!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Oh lord ...
if every semester is like a crazy rat race,
then i will be wasting so much time and youth(gals age so much faster when stressed!)and missing
a whole LOT picture in this phase of my life.

but surprisingly i did see improvement in coping,
the controlling of my emotions and even the ever-increasing level of my 'threshold limit' (though i seriously dread that.. argghh).
guess that's character shaping aka pruning ar..,

AND all these are not possible without the LORD and all these are for a common good purpose!
I know i know...

my english sucks but let me 'rejoice while i'm suffering' for i shall see the light soon! yeaaahhh...


Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
-lamentations 3:22-23

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according to edmund and ann chan,
there are 15 spiritual disiplines:
1) Solitude
2) Prayer
3) Fasting
4) Quiet mediation
5) Silence
6) Praise
7) Chastity
8) Confession
9) Obedience
10) Journalling
11) Scripture Memorizing
12) Scripture
13) Sharing Christ
14) Service
15) Sacrifice

Not saying the rest are easy, but among all journaling seems to be really hard.
Unless u count E-journal aka this shallow blog as journaling? lol.
But the most challenging disiplines are still quiet meditation and silence.
yah really tough if u are the talk/think randomly non-stop kind of person... well hence the reason why they are called disciplines coz it juz doesn't come NATURALLY..

but spiritual disciplines are sooooo impt, they formed the foundation for us to recognise the way out that God has provided us to stand up under it since
temptations to sin come naturally like gravitational pull.

"So if u think u are standing firm, be careful that u don't fall. No temptations has seized u except what is common to man. And God is faithful, He will not let u be tempted beyond what u can bear. But when u are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that u can stand up under it." 1 cor 10:12-13

Monday, November 2, 2009



Like this pic mannn... look like it's my birthday!
...i looked HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hahaaa
It was YY's 21st birthday... she was like soooooo sexaeeeee with the bareback and salsa dance.



and I'm spastic.. all thanks to shi hui.
really feel like strangling her at times!


and i'm so GLAD I 'SU' medicinal chem...
best choice
Love is sometimes crazily blind.

I told jessie if one day i turn blind,
i ask her to splash water on me, scold me
and if need be just go ahead and bite me..

She typed back 'YESSS!!!'


...(0.0")


i can't help but feel the enthusiasm in her.

haha