unprecedented stress.
i can't take it.
save me.

TOTALLY AGREE!
LOL

The Conclusion of the Matter (STUDY WEEK)

Quoting from a fellow mission-tripper who quoted from Ecclesiastes 12:12b ( the book that i always cannot pronounce!),

"Of making many books there is no end, and much study wearies the body..."

sorry it was out of context but i had to agree in reference to the way i spend this week.

i just wanna say "Meaningless! Meaningless!"...haha...

Overheard this conversation:

"boy u must study hard get good results.. get into a good school, if not ur future will be ruined and u will regret"... and i turn to look at him, my gosh he's so young think not even in primary school yet.. :x

the reason why muggers grow at an exponential rate occupying all the seats EVERYWHERE.

SADLY, with me contributing as well haha.
s1an

Psalm 19:12-14
"Who can discern his errors?
Forgive my hidden faults.
Keep yr servant also from willful sins;
may they not rule over me.
Then will I be blameless , innocent of great
transgression.
May the words of my mouth and the mediation of my heart
be pleasing in yr sight,
O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer."

Sorry
My Abba Father

It suddenly became a christian and non-christian fight...
when my grandpa is suffering from a stroke, lying on the deathbed
The tactless comments make by the christian uncle and several taoism,buddhist aunties make things worse.
I can't even bear the scene.

At least it even affect my cousins to suan my uncle @ FB


When anger is blinding you, it's useless to reason out i figure.
What's more important is i know my granddad accepted christ , he will be 100% saved.

Leave the feud to the previous generation.
I dun side with anyone, i dun agree with the approach.

The heart is deceitful , all in the name of filial piety.

Thailand is seriously chaotic got a bad feeling. :(
Revival Thailand!

I bet everyone played broken telephone before ; when 1 message is passed down through N number of people before it reaches you. The message usually is distorted despite the time duration being so short (supposedly retention of the message would be better compared to the message conveyed over several weeks or even months)

Broken Telephone is a super good illustration that humans generally are not very good messengers ( selective listening? biasness? personal judgement involved? poor memory? unable to capture fully the complexity of the message? distort to suits one preference?)

In real life, BROKEN TELEPHONES are everywhere.
somehow all of us played a role in it as well whether we know it or not.
The result can be unimaginable.
It just remind me to exercise discernment when hearing NOT from a first party account.

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Saw Samuel,my p6 tutee playing iphone
Gab: wah, samuel u got iphone ar?
ME: no la mine
Gab: WAAAAAHHHHHH, u got iphone ar?
that's even more shocking.

the -.-" part is the second WAHHHHH is not sarcasm, i could hear it was a geniune WAHHHHH.

DIAO~~

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MUG!! MUG!! MUG!!...

social skills have come to an all new low.
face notes all day long, was so stressed until i can wake up thinking if i hv time to finish what i'm supposed to study.
Slower reaction time to react to matt's jokes and talk and move around...
and detect a wall??... yes a wall.

I was sms-ing and i din notice this wall was in front of me.
And i banged my head against it.
A BALUKU immediately surfaced. SUPER PAINFUL
Super pai seh because got 1 gal witness the whole scene.
She was trying hard not to laugh.. she really tried her best not to laugh..
and i wanted to laugh at her becoz she was trying hard to suppress her laughter.
2 Laughing Jokers laughing at each other.

but the baluku was so painful that i can't even laugh
I just diao her.
ouchhhh.
BALUKU i hate u.

Today met up with the mission-trip team to Pattaya!
Felt really excited as it's the first time seeing them.
Think we shld be able to clique quite well coz most of them are crazy and easy-going kind from NUS.

I was late from tuition and left only photography and scriber role to choose??
I took photography as i'm not meticulous with writing down stuff for every single significant thing that happen in the trip.
But i seriously hope the pics will not turn out just me zi-pai(ing) myself the whole trip!
haha so tempting..oh well

Yesterday was Good Friday..
Watched the clip again on the crucifixion of Christ.
Can't help but teared madly again though it was just a movie and really really really hard to imagine it was real when u watched so many similar movies with so many special effects and u know they are fake.
The focus was the redemption that took place 2000+ years back
IT WAS REAL ... the humiliation , pain , sacrifice , and the grace and mercy and LOVE.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

One and only Son
I always thought if i REALLY know the significance of that, will i still be living the way i live?

Looking for...
temporary spiritual highs?
head knowledge of the bible?
endless servings?
Fun christian friends?
Comfort,comfort and comfort only from Holy Spirit when u are sad?

or a real desire to know Him and be transformed..:)