See my results really very sian.
It didn't help that the weather was so hot that it almost melted me.
But thank God for the people u have placed around to remind me of ur grace and mercy to sustain me thus far.

It could have been worse.
Thank God for a God like u.

It was a painful 'pride' lesson for me to learn through these uni years.
It will surely shape and mould me.
But at least i learn abeit a bit later.


a bittersweet smile.

I like my mission team and we are more bonded now but... sometimes ... the meetings are really.....a bittttt tooooooooooo looooooonnnnggggg :X







But today's meeting was REALLY worth the delay.
Cambodian Missionary Pastor Sharon came and share the culture (quite similar to Thai),history (HORRENDOUS),her experience and most importantly her burdens and prayers for this country. Great to know another faithful and warmth missionary who has a heart for the lost

Thank God & His people for Supporting Raising!

Namely:
Uncle Larry ( my very first Supporter to pledge in CCR! ^^)
Karen
Yu Qiang
Pauline
Chong How
Jessie
Jeremiah

Contributed to My Pirated Tong Lei Gong:
Uncle Victor
Gary
Charmaine
Aunty Maureen

A total of $1460 was raised :) when i only needed $950 within a week!
the excess was given to my team and 2 other peeps from other mission teams
who were still lacking.
Thanks all who supported mission.
Prayer Newsletter will be done soon :)

nice

Today was really a bad day when i woke up.
Felt very grouchy at whatever that comes my way..
I kept complaining in my heart.
Even a seemingly insignificant thing like waiting for the train to arrive
also piss me off when 1 minute feels like forever.
PMS! (when u dunno what is affecting u , just blame it on PMS!)

One thing leads to another.
Complain about 1 thing with that grouchy heart breeding, u will complain about a zillion stuffs.
Even the seminar today about intercession also seems exceedingly long.
At the end there's one feedback survey given to us i also give a less than average rating compared to the other seminars on other days.
SO MEAN hahaa (only today, i'm usually kind)
Then suddenly i realized my mind is really poisoned.

SCARY.
it's scary when u witness YOUR OWN worst side.
Because we are so used to witnessing other people's worst side.
Complacency creeps in when we think we wouldn't be like them

Repented immediately man when the worship song came.
then the worship leader say focus on Jesus.
It came so apt at that time.
Think my mind was preoccupied with lots of stuff.
Then i closed my eyes with the worship song playing,
and Jesus as the MTV male lead going around preaching and administering to others, and the cruxifixion.
Wah that image is powerful.
Those poisons in my heart was removed like instantly.

Jesus my MTV male lead
Thanks
:)

After so many changes the mission trip destination will be Cambodia.
To say the truth felt a bit sian when u hear news of people dropping out of team due to many changes in the trip to Thailand when it was called off.
Coz i was also tempted to make my own plans already.
Don't feel like gg as well .. now is to pray for a heart ready to go like the reason why i wanted to go in the first place.

Saw sixiao my pri sch friend yesterday at Pasir Ris interchange.
so i catch up quickly with her.
She's born in HK, currently staying in singapore alone as her family is in HK
She's intending to go back to HK after her degree in NUS.

Sounds familiar the family background.
ESTHER CHENG
Then i told her i got a fren in a situation like hers as well.
Turn out they know each other as they are in the same DG in Campus Crusade.
What a small world after all.

Yesterday i asked matt to bring me to witness the 'beauty' of DOTA in lan shop.
Seriously it's just
hideous monsters as avatar with horror-movie background music!!...

argghhh.

Relationship dialectics

1) Autonomy/connection- desires to be separate , on the one hand and to be connected, on the other, opposition of which creates tension. Because we want to be deeply linked to others, we cherish spending time with our intimates, sharing experiences and feeling connected. At the same time , each of us needs an independent identity. We don't want relationships to swallow our individuality, so we seek distance, even from our intimates.

2) Novelty/predictability-opposition of the desire for familiar routines and desire for novelty. We like a certain amount of routine to provide security and predictability in
our lives. Yet too much routine is boring so we seek novel experience to introduce variety in customary routine.

3) Openness/closeness-desires for openness in tension with the desire for privacy. While being open and honest is desired, complete openness would be intolerable.

--Communication Mosaics

Exam's over :)
My starhub channels are waiting..Time to catch my 下一站，幸福 dramas!
Catch up with peeps sooooonnnn
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"First of all, you must understand that in the last days, scoffers will come, scoffing and following their evil desires. They will say, "where is this 'coming' he promised? ..." -2 peter 3:3-4

"But do not forget this one thing, dear friends : with the Lord a day is like a thousand years , and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise , as some understands slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish , but everyone to come to repentance"
- 2 Peter 3:8

"Bear in mind that our Lord's patience means salvation, just as our dear brother Paul also wrote you with the wisdom that God gave him...
- 2 Peter 3:15

Therefore dear friends , since u already know this , be on your guard,so that you will not be carried away by the error of lawless men, and fall from your secure position. But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever . Amen.
-2 Peter 3:17-18

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I come before you today
And there's just one thing that I want to say
Thank you Lord,Thank you Lord

For all you've given to me
For all the blessings I can not see
Thank you Lord,Thank you Lord

With a greatful heart, with a song of praise
with an outstreched arm, I will bless your name

Thank you Lord,I just want to thank you Lord
Thank you Lord,I just want to thank you Lord
Thank you Lord

For all you've done in my life
You took my darkness and gave me your light
Thank you Lord,Thank you Lord

You took my sin and my shame,
You took my sickness and healed all my pain
Thank you Lord,Thank you Lord

With a greatful heart, with a song of praise
with an outstreched arm, I will bless your name

Thank you Lord,I just want to thank you Lord
Thank you Lord,I just want to thank you Lord
Thank you Lord ( x infinity)

Not superstitious or what but...
All the best for my last paper tmr!