chin up

Today was really a bad day when i woke up.
Felt very grouchy at whatever that comes my way..
I kept complaining in my heart.
Even a seemingly insignificant thing like waiting for the train to arrive
also piss me off when 1 minute feels like forever.
PMS! (when u dunno what is affecting u , just blame it on PMS!)

One thing leads to another.
Complain about 1 thing with that grouchy heart breeding, u will complain about a zillion stuffs.
Even the seminar today about intercession also seems exceedingly long.
At the end there's one feedback survey given to us i also give a less than average rating compared to the other seminars on other days.
SO MEAN hahaa (only today, i'm usually kind)
Then suddenly i realized my mind is really poisoned.

SCARY.
it's scary when u witness YOUR OWN worst side.
Because we are so used to witnessing other people's worst side.
Complacency creeps in when we think we wouldn't be like them

Repented immediately man when the worship song came.
then the worship leader say focus on Jesus.
It came so apt at that time.
Think my mind was preoccupied with lots of stuff.
Then i closed my eyes with the worship song playing,
and Jesus as the MTV male lead going around preaching and administering to others, and the cruxifixion.
Wah that image is powerful.
Those poisons in my heart was removed like instantly.

Jesus my MTV male lead
Thanks
:)