It's been long since i really slept so long and felt fully relaxed and charged for the final week ahead to study and chiong report.
Great :)
Felt Refreshed!
Really thank God for the people around me.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
it's just 2 weeks away.
my prof is not giving us back the final paper.
I have a very STRONG feeling i failed that terribly.
I really have no motivation to study manz.
It's like u run 2.4kmm then left 100 metres more to go but i started strolling and can't be bothered to run, leaving the time mercilessly ticking pass.
I can take my own sweet time to walk.
The rule is if u failed ur 2.4km, u need to re-run it again.
OK MAYBE that motivates me to RUN.
GOD help me and give me the passion to SPRINT!
(never mind the short legs)
my prof is not giving us back the final paper.
I have a very STRONG feeling i failed that terribly.
I really have no motivation to study manz.
It's like u run 2.4kmm then left 100 metres more to go but i started strolling and can't be bothered to run, leaving the time mercilessly ticking pass.
I can take my own sweet time to walk.
The rule is if u failed ur 2.4km, u need to re-run it again.
OK MAYBE that motivates me to RUN.
GOD help me and give me the passion to SPRINT!
(never mind the short legs)
Monday, April 11, 2011
'Surely he (Jesus) took up our pain
and bore our suffering,
yet we considered him punished by God,
stricken by him, and afflicted.
5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
and by his wounds we are healed.'
Isaiah 53:4-5
A love that human mind cannot conceive because it can only come from God Himself.
If there's a chance to see all your non-believers relatives singing amazing grace and hearing the sermon that speaks of God's love, it can only happened in my grandpa's christian funeral.
I was tearing, not just about the grieving part because he(grandpa) has definitely gone to a better place than i'm now. But i was really touched by the scene. The love and opportunity of seed-sowing displayed.
The burden that many had not yet know Him but at the same time knowing He has a wonderful plan and in control warms and comfort my heart deeply. I couldn't help but pray....
and bore our suffering,
yet we considered him punished by God,
stricken by him, and afflicted.
5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
and by his wounds we are healed.'
Isaiah 53:4-5
A love that human mind cannot conceive because it can only come from God Himself.
If there's a chance to see all your non-believers relatives singing amazing grace and hearing the sermon that speaks of God's love, it can only happened in my grandpa's christian funeral.
I was tearing, not just about the grieving part because he(grandpa) has definitely gone to a better place than i'm now. But i was really touched by the scene. The love and opportunity of seed-sowing displayed.
The burden that many had not yet know Him but at the same time knowing He has a wonderful plan and in control warms and comfort my heart deeply. I couldn't help but pray....
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
My grandfather had difficulty breathing in the afternoon while i was in lab.
the sadness only creeps in now after i called my mum to know that he passed away.
10.42pm now. I hope u are at a great place now with heavenly Father. No more pain, suffering and sorrows.
Very tired now. i need to wake up early tmr.
good nite world.
'I'm a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tmr. A wave tossed in the ocean. A vapor in the wind. Still u hear me when i'm calling. Lord, u catch me when i'm falling. You told me who i am. I'm yours.'
The Lord who gives peace in the midst of all. I'm glad I find my way back to you.
Your stubborn kid
the sadness only creeps in now after i called my mum to know that he passed away.
10.42pm now. I hope u are at a great place now with heavenly Father. No more pain, suffering and sorrows.
Very tired now. i need to wake up early tmr.
good nite world.
'I'm a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tmr. A wave tossed in the ocean. A vapor in the wind. Still u hear me when i'm calling. Lord, u catch me when i'm falling. You told me who i am. I'm yours.'
The Lord who gives peace in the midst of all. I'm glad I find my way back to you.
Your stubborn kid
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
In the lab grumbling with my lab mates again. Haix this kind of lamenting and pessimism all day long is bad. I better stop it, not healthy spiritually and definitely not what I want actually..
The learning lab just called me. I screwed up the phone interview but it's ok with every interview that comes, it will equip me better in the future man.
I just shifted in to my hall 2 days back. My roomie is quiet and a nice person:). How do I know? Our conversation goes like this 'hey I'm back!' , roomie turn and smile at me. 'yo I'm gg to bathe now'. Roomie turn and smile. Roomie says, 'i'm going to switch off the lights alr u ok?' me turned to her and say, 'ya sure!'.. Haha typical conversation. I felt like I got 3 & a half hour extra each day becoz I stayed in hall. Rocks totally.But there I go, squandering every single second mercilessly online haha. Otaku, yes that's the word to describe me now.
Matt is still in his lab now my goodness. Chemical engineering sucks too even though my course sucks as well. Ok I catch myself complain again. If I live in OT days during Moses' day would hv been struck down by lightning. Complain complain complain
Random thoughts : J. Lo.. The noisy ex roomie, Janice loh where uuuu haha!
I miss Matty!!! So near yet so far.I think baby aven forgets me alr. Arghh sad:( he can forget his mother , what more me. I shall go back and pinch his cheeks.Howwww my lab expt is killing me each day. No results. I just want to graduate. Very sick of it. Repeating day by day. Meaningless.I want to eat sashimi.Sashimi buffet Nowwwww.I miss hanging out with people that I used to.Meet my prof tmr again. I can alr anticipate what he's gg to say tmr. 'good good, try again'. If only he doesn't say this to everyone.I want to read the bible. To hear God and listen to Him. The rebellious me.
Long story.
Good night world!
K.O
Crunch iPhone
The learning lab just called me. I screwed up the phone interview but it's ok with every interview that comes, it will equip me better in the future man.
I just shifted in to my hall 2 days back. My roomie is quiet and a nice person:). How do I know? Our conversation goes like this 'hey I'm back!' , roomie turn and smile at me. 'yo I'm gg to bathe now'. Roomie turn and smile. Roomie says, 'i'm going to switch off the lights alr u ok?' me turned to her and say, 'ya sure!'.. Haha typical conversation. I felt like I got 3 & a half hour extra each day becoz I stayed in hall. Rocks totally.But there I go, squandering every single second mercilessly online haha. Otaku, yes that's the word to describe me now.
Matt is still in his lab now my goodness. Chemical engineering sucks too even though my course sucks as well. Ok I catch myself complain again. If I live in OT days during Moses' day would hv been struck down by lightning. Complain complain complain
Random thoughts : J. Lo.. The noisy ex roomie, Janice loh where uuuu haha!
I miss Matty!!! So near yet so far.I think baby aven forgets me alr. Arghh sad:( he can forget his mother , what more me. I shall go back and pinch his cheeks.Howwww my lab expt is killing me each day. No results. I just want to graduate. Very sick of it. Repeating day by day. Meaningless.I want to eat sashimi.Sashimi buffet Nowwwww.I miss hanging out with people that I used to.Meet my prof tmr again. I can alr anticipate what he's gg to say tmr. 'good good, try again'. If only he doesn't say this to everyone.I want to read the bible. To hear God and listen to Him. The rebellious me.
Long story.
Good night world!
K.O
Crunch iPhone
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